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#fear, bi-sexuality, Eugene Hardy, gay, honesty, poet, sacred sexuality, sex, sex drive, sexual energy, whore
The fires in California are growing in intensity, and more people are directly effected by the endangerment of small towns.
A small town like Middleton, California.
Seeing the destruction of that town makes me wonder if humanity is doing enough about climate change to prevent this kind of destruction.
Honestly, I do not believe we are, and that it will only get worse….
I often wonder why my sex drive is gearing up at my age.
It’s like a transmission in a sports car with no upper limits. To complicate my situation I’m accumulating more sex partners in men and I haven’t been with a woman since my divorce in 2015.
I still long for the companionship of a woman, and believe it or not I miss my ex-wife of over eight years.
Why is this a problem?
After all, I’m a free spirit able to with as many people as I want to be, even if they are all men.
Well, there are a few concerns:
I’m bi-sexual, and while I’m cool with just being with guys, the desire for a woman continues to grow.
I’m something of a gnostic whore, which means that I think that sex, love and love making are spiritual or sacred, and that I should have partners that reflect that.
I find that I treat men differently than women, and assign more emotional value to women the longer I go without a woman’s presence.
I know, my friends calls me a mess, but it least I’m freer and honest, (or at the very least, trying to live that way.
I guess that is why I am poet, wish I was more….balanced.
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I currently have an e-book of poetry being sold for under a dollar for 99 cents,“Conflicts”.
Sales go to the support of my poetry and limited profit liability company, Stone Temple Micro-Finance and Research, L3C.
